i just cant man, i cant deal with the stress anymore
im just done
my life is an endless black hole of unfinished video games
i mean i don’t know how those graphic artists are hired if they can’t even follow her simple instructions, i mean come on. maybe it’s the mother and child thing connection going on, that’s why i’m the only one who can please mummy with all the graphic related things for her company? mehbeh.
i also remember when she asked me to design her a kiosk stall, i mean i gave her everything, drawing plans, elevations, sections, renders, even the 3D and stuff but she didn’t use it, yet. she wasted my valuable time last thesis 1 term. she even paid me for the design, the thing i hate the most, getting paid because i will be forced to make and finish the design. hahahhaha good thing i passed thesis 1 though, or else i would’ve cried blood. hahahhahhaha hahahhahahahha.
now i’m having the thesis 2 problem…. fuuuuuuuck. can’t think of anything… yet. but the deadline is soooooooooooooo near. fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck. i want to make the design extreeeeeeeeeeme. or something. i want it to be different than the others… i dunno. I want the plans and form of the building RADICAL and DYNAMIC. but still functional you know. but the TIME. URGGGGGHHH. i HATE TTHS Schedules!!!!! D:
i thought i’m the only one suffering from mum’s consecutive decisions in changing her company logo and various graphic art related things all the time. wahahahahahaha!!!!! apparently, other graphic artists are having a hard time having her as a client too. lolollolol. i thought it was only me. but they suck at their job, making mummy furious and all. and leaving me with all the job, making sure mum likes the design. and making her happy is what i like the best. damn it! why am the only one who can please her?!! WHY?!! stupid other artists getting paid for what i did… fuckers!!! :’<
THIS ENTIRE SEMESTER HAS BEEN JUST ONE, GIANT:
DID YOU KNOW TREES HAVE LEAVES
Yeah! I finally got the lot I need for my thesis design. Got myself a topography map of the province for my site location. I’m still not sure if my site location is finally okay. I have to consult my thesis adviser first. Damn it, I hope she’s not mad at me or something from the consultation thingy. :<
mineAww Yeah! I bought myself a blank notebook. Hahaha. It’s the cheapest I could find that I am willing to spend money on (still expensive). I wanted to buy those expensive ones but might as well try this one first. I really wanted a large one, too expensive… :’<
“did you draw that?”
they ask as I continue on the same piece of artwork under my pencil